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Monday, June 30, 2008

As usual, i wake up late for skool...
actually kan, i wake up at 6.15...
then tertido, sedar at 7.15...
damn...
fifi was pissed...
haha...
like star karat sia dier nie...
well, practically, juz went to class after that, was damn late la...
met up with fifi again for lunch, and iffa too...
gosh...
i really need to see her face everyday sia...
she really makes me smile...
her smile is truly damn sweet...
i really love it...
anyway, after class ended for the day,
was supposed to go play badminton with fifi...
but kan, kene book the place, so instead,
we went resevoir to juz share our probs...
no la, its actually her pouring her probs,
i juz listen and advise her...
sia, tak sia2 amek counselling gems...
haha...
fifi broke up with her guy, boy was i stunned...
like i thought they would make up somehow sia...
then when she gave me the news, i was like...
hmm...
nvrmd, dun judge people, it could happen to me oso...
so fifi, take ur time to sort things out...
and when u are ready, focus on ur studies aite...
thats the most important thing for now...
i will help u in any way that i can...
my prob plak eh, satu je...
i juz dunno wat iffa thinks of me...
i noe la, i got the 'mat' look...
but im seriously like a good boi sia...
haha...
hmm...
the poem??? composed for her is being kept...
safely in my hard disk, waiting to reveal itself to her...
but should i show it to her now?
haiz...
and yeah...
ms reena wants me to talk bout her la eh...
and she is like cant stop calling me pretty boi sia...
i noe la i pretty kan, but dunnit to tell everyone, malu sia...
haha...

11:22 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

This is one of the day where i dunno how to describe it...
like seriously...
should be happy, sad, eventful?
haiz...
i juz cant think anymore...
i feel that im obsessed into her...
i juz hope not...
anyway, evening of the day, we went to national arts museum i think...
to watch MADU TIGA...
gosh, seriously, it is a great show...
damn awesome...
everybody was like giggling after every sentence said...
haha...
ended around 10 plus, and most of the people decided to camwhore...
haiyo...
haha...
went to LJS for supper, but damn...
its was closed...
so we walked to plaza sing, KFC there, to get our food...
by then, most of the people were like restless liao...
all like damn tired, some scared being scolded by parents...
haha...
woah...
wait, i should not laugh at them, should sympathize...
thats better...
then i went home with fifi, she was like damn stressed...
shed a few tears in the train...
managed to counsel her...
and i noticed that people were like looking at me sia...
i think they dun expect a mat rep like me to give good advice ar..
haha...
juz calm down la aite, fifi...
im here for u, should u have any problems, i would be there to listen...
would try as much to help u...
dun stress liao...
everyone of ur frens are like worried bout u...
so juz stay happy always, and u will be fine...
I manage to get one pic beside iffa, finally... haha.
SSP family... Peace... from me and ayu...
Pimp of the century...

1:02 AM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

The first rays of sunshine broke the darkness of my bedroom...
and the vibration from the phone, woke me up from my slumber...
it was fifi, asking where i was...
supposed to meet her at 7, but i woke up at 7...
boy, was she mad...
msg iffa, she was otw goin to skool...
i really wasted no time in dressing up for skool and left house in like 10 mins...
meet fifi, iffa and nasrul at jurong mrt...
went to skool together...
damn, i was really happy sia...
haha...
met up with leh at kampung, lepak a while...
believe it or not, i havent smoke for like 2 days liao...
really determine to quit of the expensive habit...
i will make it lerh...
i hope...
then go class, take test, i was off...
met afiq...
haha...
he nvr go for mst, then want take MC...
followed him to polyclinic for the stupid MC...
boy, was he scared of getting a zero...
meet iffa and fifi again in skool after that, and we al head for JE lib...
those people with mst were supposed to study, but when the group was completed,
no work was done...
all were like having fun and fifi really like to play with my hair...
buns, knots, were all done on my hair...
gosh, it was painful...
and i swear i really look like a girl more than other times...
with my eyeliner and all, but too bad, i got no boobs, and my built is too manly...
but nvrmd, i really had fun lerh...
had lunch at ph...
me,fifi,her guy,amira and sharifah ate together...
well, i took care most of the bill as most of them couldnt pay for it...
nvrmd...
hmm...
ended the day with a stroll at the resevoir with amira...
juz reminisce on the camp times...
it sure was fun...
really looking for to tml...
juz wait for wat happens tml then...
weehee...

11:01 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Began the day by goin to skool at 8... damn...
tired sia...
yesterday, slept at 3 sia...
really damn tired...
actually, class start at 8, and i left house at 8...
woohoo...
superstar sia this guy...
nvrmd la, got a ride from dad with his superbike...
reach skool oni, the kampung people were like looking at me with that awkward look...
wats wrong with them oso i dunno la eh...
anyway, class was uneventful...
seriously...
lunch was wat i waited for...
met up with fifi the make up artist...
supposed to meet at 11, she left house at eleven, lu baik ar...
then plan changed, supposed to meet ssp people and eat at pizza hut, we all go fc 3...
nvrmd la, chicken talk oso can la...
after done eating, ifa came along...
gosh, she was damn cute in her blue shirt that was filled with stars...
that was when all started to disturb me, beginning with leh...
he called out to ifa, and said, something which i didnt hear coz i covered my ears"...
damn, i was blushing then...
trust him to do something like that...
haiyo...
still, i love the ssp group members, they are seriously one big family...
i just hope that it would stay that way...

12:13 AM

Monday, June 23, 2008











Hello hello hello...
haha...

my blog has been dead for quite a while liao...

so will be giving it some life tonight...

ok...

lets talk bout SSP camp...

was introduced to it by Fiza kecik...
I thought it was just an ordinary malay society congregation...
but...

seriously...
they offer much more than that la sia...

started like this...
i report only, kena tagged as mat rep liao...

dunno la this people...
well, first impressions mah...

cant help it...

yeah...

overall, camp was awesome la...

but the best night was masquerade night...

i was like...

damn...

words cant describe it sia...
ok...
its like this...

i dressed up as a girl...
especially for that night...

wait...

actually, i dunno wat to wear...

haha...
then got one faC say that she got extra skirt...

i juz took it lerh...

i don the skirt, a pink top and make up...

and gosh......

its like totally... OH MY GOSH...

i look myself in the mirror after the makeover...

i seriously look like a girl...

damn...

even the make up artist cant stop smiling...

ok...

i went to the holding area...

everybody was commenting on how i look...

then got one girl, looked at me, head to toe...

and she thought i was a real girl...

haha...

guess, i would look good as a guy and a girl...

hmm...

that would make me a pretty boi...

haha...

last day, won an award for that feat...

haha...

videos were shown, gosh, i was so touched by the bond that we shared, i did shed a few tears...

haiyo...

lucky nobody saw me...

hmm...

guess i would just join SSP...
i only know them for less than 3 days, but they received me with open arms...

well...

thats malay people to u...

all are united..




1:28 AM